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i sit in the corner and i drink drownsoda
09.13.04 (3:47 pm)   [edit]
so i've had these things before and they always become like a stage...  i perform for my friends who read them and i'm not true to myself...  if i'm not writing how i truly feel then what is the point?  i might as well start a blog and pretend i'm axl rose like some really scary people do...  so this is actually completely anoyomus...  no one knows who i am or where i am and i want it that way...  the only person i'm going to tell about my this blog is going to be my boyfriend...  i just want to let go and not worry about how other people are going to feel about it...
so a little about me - i'm 23 and i live in canada...  i have bipolar disorder and a whole boatload of emotional issues to go with it...  two months ago i started a job as a live-in staff at a group home for people with an intellectual disablilty...  so i basically live with 4 disabled people and help to create a home for them...   i work 15 hour days and somewhere within the 15 hours i get 3 hours off for myself, i get a day and a half off a week, and one three day weekend a month...  its an insane job and almost everyday i question why i do it...  i'm a mascohist...  what can i say?
right now i'm really tired and i have laundry to do...  i just wanted to post and get this thing rolling...
 
lala